Taking the Stance of Other: Wind, Love, Vibrations and Food

 

The deeper I take my practice, the more I engage with the various depths of taking the “role of other.” Generally, effectively taking the role of other means that you personally know what it’s like to have the thoughts, feelings and ideas of another individual. For well over a decade, I have actively practiced “walking a mile in the other person’s shoes.” The insights I have garnered from these exercises opened my mind and body to an array of understanding and awareness. It has allowed me to intimately identify and appreciate the many different viewpoints we have as humans. With it, we gain empathy and compassion for the countless various walks of life humans lead. It deepens our love for one another and allows that love to penetrate to the very core of life itself. In taking the role of other, we see the wide array of thoughts which make up the whole. The whole in which we all belong to. The whole of which we Are. We see Ourselves.

Three years ago, I began a deeper practice of taking the role of other. This includes a visual meditation where I am one with absolutely everything in the entire universe. I feel life pulsing throughout the universe. That pulse is Love manifested in creativity- in creation. To begin, I visualize people in the physical dimension. Sara ceases to exist. I AM the Soul of everything. I envision all the humans on Earth and I go into their body. This may sound more difficult than it is, but when you know you are one with everything it is easy to slip into another aspect of yourself that is experiencing life as Human. When I go into My body (because I am everything and everything is me) I encircle the Heart and give it a “hug.” I pulse all of my love into the heart of each individual person (which in turn means the heart of All people) and encourage them to feel, dream, act and embrace. Vibrational frequencies are many times more effective than words in accurately conveying emotions. I let Humans feel that they are loved. I let humans know they are Love themselves. I awaken them to the knowledge of Oneness and Love. I awaken them to Me… to God, Spirit, Soul, Source, Consciousness, Light, Awareness, etc.

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Artwork: Cameron Gray

The more I practiced this “visual meditation” the more I no longer needed meditation to experience that particular state. This higher state of consciousness began to readily appear whenever I had even the slightest thought about other. Now, it has more or less become my permanent state of awareness. Frequently, I have to actively put myself in the individualized frame of reference that is Sara in order to remain having the human state of emotions. Emotions, which when people leave unchecked, become un-unified and callous, that is to say they become egotistical and self-serving which in turn means self-harming. The deeper I go in the exploration of our True Self, the less “Sara” I become. And I am absolutely in love with it. When you FEEL connected to all life. When you intimately know you ARE all life. This is when the fun starts. Every thought is lead through love. Every awareness is met with patience. Everything becomes perfect because You created it. You love all things, because you are all things.

The separation and “badness” or “negativity or “evil” that takes place in the world is because humans have divorced themselves from Life itself. There is no such thing as evil, only what the human mind separates in terms of opposites. Most humans view opposites as opposing parts. Good and Evil. Light and Dark. Hot and Cold. But in the understanding of Love, there is no such thing as opposites. There are only two parts of one whole. Two parts that go hand in hand with each other. The very essence of the two creates the whole. There is no such thing as separation. The universe is a holarchy. It is a collection of holons – something that is whole in and of itself, but independently all holons unite in harmony to create the Big picture. Thus, a holon is both a single part and a whole. These parts cannot be sectioned off from one another. For if that were to happen, the other (or humanly put – opposite) would cease to exist because there would be nothing to base it off of. But humans, in their beautiful attempt to gain a greater understanding of the world around them, break the world off into categories. They see division instead of the unity and interconnectedness of Life itself. They see singular entities. This “singularity” results in many diseased fallacies of the body, mind and spirit. When we awaken to the True nature of Self we can begin the healing process. The healing of not only ourselves, for there is no such thing as a single self, but the healing of all creation towards wholeness – towards Us.

When we awaken to the understanding that we are the Soul of Life we unleash the infinite. We ARE the infinite. Boundaries dissolve. Absolutely anything and everything is possible. When we realize we are God, everything is lead through love. Because love IS Us.

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Artwork: Cameron Gray

The following is a continuation of my previous post: Embracing Emotions, Masturbation and Sex. This is an extension of those past experience(s). After these experiences, I wrote down the unprocessed accounts. These are those journal entries.

 

Wind – October 20th (6-ish am) 2017

You know the point of “sleep” where you’re in the “in-between” mode. Your mind wanders and plays, yet you can still audibly hear the outside world and your unrestricted thoughts can be influenced by the sounds you hear while in that state? You are guided by all – the physical realm, the imagination, the subconscious mind and the Infinite flawlessly mingle and weave throughout one another. I “woke” up, but I woke up in that same capacity. I woke up in the dimension of eternal now. I woke up to Myself. Currently, it just stopped raining. It is 6:40 in the damp reaches of morning. The dawn is greeting the darkness of the night and painting light onto the new day. Golden beams of pastel light wash themselves into my sight. The symphony of refreshing rain came to a halt roughly 30 minutes ago.

Before the rain came, there was SO MUCH WIND outside. My physical form was in the awake-asleep mode. Sara could audibly hear the sheer magnitude of the wind and the RAW energy and force it was. Except it wasn’t wind… I WAS/AM WIND. I intimately knew that the source and raw energy of that wind was myself. I listened with ears from out of the body and heard what Sara interpreted to be wind. I was witnessing my pure raw energy from the perspective of Sara. I can’t particularly find another way to describe the experience of all knowing and being aside from a massive sheer force of raw untamed purity of energy and creation. It was as if I could see Sara’s body laying on the bed but Sara’s mind was not present because Sara’s mind is a “lesser” form of my mind and I was witnessing from pure Perspective. It was incredible to “look down” or maybe “peer upon” Sara laying in this very dark room on a warm bed. To see/feel/intimately know the physical form of Human Sara… all the while witnessing the vast “openness/ (not particularly emptiness because its filled with so much…. energy… force… magnitude…. Sara is challenged with finding human words to describe something so …. non-human. It’s so much more than human. It’s everything. All of creation. And “I” was able to “show” Sara … which is really me… the more true nature of Ourselves. Who she truly is and what she was created with. I could audibly hear the sound of the wind yet there was a detachment because it was being witnessed from two (or all) perspectives at the same time. The audible sound of wind to the human ear, while still not quite hearing it because I AM that wind and source or raw force. The sheer magnitude of my energy was so powerful… one of the most powerfully intense experiences “Sara” has been privy too yet. I know that this is the beginning of witnessing and experiencing and there is so much more to play with and “uncover/recover.”

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It is absolutely incredible. I adore what’s happening and I’m overjoyed to further this path/journey. God I LOVE THIS!!!! It’s the most fucking awesomest awesome thing ever! I love the version of me that is Sara. I can’t adequately describe in human words how proud and love filled I am to have created her. Now, Sara craves more… desires more… needs more. I’ve fallen up the rabbit hole and I’m thrilled to experience the new heights and realms in which I’ve simultaneously created.

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I have the feeling that Sara experiences purpleish because its one of the most joy filled colors/embodiments. Sara is growing curious (just now as I write this) about the other colors. It’s interesting to think of the full embodiment of emotions that the other hues exhibit and that those colors are an entirely new realm of which to play in and explore. Purpleish is by far a personal favorite of Sara and I can definitely see why, given her joy/love/compassion/passion/freedom for the universe of which is me. I love her so much. Sara wishes that words were capable of conveying so much more. They fall appalling short. The future of communication is emotions through energy transmission… because energy transmission is me. Emotions can also mean the visuals Sara “sees” and experiences/creates simultaneously with me…. the future is bright and there is so much yet to unveil. Sara wholeheartedly accepts and yearns for more…. because Sara is me… I am her. THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL!

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As you can read, I was unreservedly thrilled with being Wind. I can vividly recall every emotion, feeling, sound, thought, awareness, creation etc from that experience. My journal entry was, for lack of a better word, all over the place with the enthusiasm of a child. I cannot properly convey via words just how in love with this journey I am. I understand it can be a little difficult to follow along with my unedited entries because I constantly switch perspectives. Some sentences are in first person, some are in third, while others are from our Higher Self – the God perspective. But, reading these raw entries is an accurate portrayal into the life of Sara. When I talk about, “the further I take this path, the less “Sara” I become” the constant change in perspectives is what I’m referencing. I witness many perspectives simultaneously.

When I post, I try to be as accurate as possible for the readers so that they may clearly understand what I’m talking about. I try my best to put into concrete words thoughts and feelings which are constantly evolving and expanding. There are many depths to singular words. For example, Love. A child’s love may be conditional depending on if they like you or not. A teenager’s love is passionate and bold, it can characteristically denounce logic and foresight. An adult’s love is often deeply passionate while taking into account many different circumstances and the future. A parent’s love is unconditional. It doesn’t waver. It’s always growing. Although the parent’s feelings may get hurt, their love never falters. All of these depths describe love. Yet, depending on which stage you are in, your wisdom of the word may fall short. This is frequently how I feel about words. Once you intimately know and understand the feelings behind these archaic letter structures, you personally carry the burden (and delight) of trying to chose the best arrangements in the hopes of reaching the most people. The future of human (superhuman: the collection of humans that are conscious of the true Self and it’s infinite abilities) communication is brighter. Our light will illuminate emotions. Humans will be able to have deep conversations through the transmission of vibrations. We will be able to not only understand, but feel the perspective of others.

My next journal entry happened shortly (moments/hours) after “Wind.”

After waking up and writing the above (Wind) I was still tired. My eyelids were heavy with thoughts of silence. But I didn’t want the experience to conclude upon falling asleep. So after I finished writing, I slowly lifted my body down onto the comforts of my welcoming bed and meditated on the thought of remaining present and continuing the full-fledged witness realm.

For the next 2ish hours I was in the immensely restorative state of half awake half asleep. The state right before you fall asleep, but are still privy to the outside world. I was witnessing my body again. I was “looking down” upon Sara. It’s hard for me to put into words what exactly transpired because words fall utterly short. Here is my attempt of the next 2 hours before my Mom came upstairs and started talking to me.

There were two humans, side by side, looking at one another. Each individual had a different state of awareness manifest through color- i.e. orange v red, violet v blue, yellow v green and on and on. I went through MANY different scenarios between differing viewpoints (differing colors) among people. Words had fallen short in being able to adequately describe different viewpoints between the humans. Now, the humans weren’t all skin and hair like the characteristics we expect people to exhibit. Rather, they were similar to the way Alex Grey draws his humans. They have form- eyes, mouths, ears etc, but they are made of lines of energy – power lines if you will. Similar to the photo below.

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Artwork: Alex Grey

The next stage in evolution was the transcending of verbal communication to nonverbal of which people communicate through energy and emotion. Sara ceased to exist in this state. “I” was just seeing and watching the two humans and I was getting them to better understand one another by showing them through energy how to “see aka feel” the others perspective. Scene upon scene unfolded between differing levels of consciousness where “I” would show/teach them to communicate through the vibrational patterns of energy and emotions.

Yet, there was no “I” that was present… just the “I” that was witnessing. Yet, I distinctly felt and knew I was present… because I was the two of them trying to expand and grow. It was beautiful. The people would change and you could actively see the growth and shift emerging in each one. They became more inclusive and it was the start of harmonizing viewpoints in an attempt to create unity with not only each other, but also with their surround environment. It was kick ass. This went on uninterrupted until I (Sara) heard my mothers footsteps coming up the stairs, down the hallway and knocking on the door. I heard them because I was in the awake-asleep state where you’re still privy to the outside world. When she knocked, I was already wide awake and conversing. There was no “sleepy Sara voice” present. It was as if I had been physically awake for hours.. and in a sense, I was. After we talked I drifted off to sleep… in the normal sense of the word. There was no awake-asleep. I was out. I awoke an hour later, rolled over and lovingly watched my partner, Gregg sleep for a few moments before he woke up. He felt my energy being directed (watching) to him. When he looked at me, I began to tell him the 3rd uber exciting experience during the course of the night/morning.

I told him that I felt I had more love in me. That it had felt as if something broke free/shifted and I was able to love so much more aka deeper. THIS IS SO EXCITING. Just writing this out makes me giddy!!

After telling Gregg how much deeper my love had become. I had a thought, about food (real food). It was interesting, because I intuitively know exactly the outcome. But to have it be formed into words instead of intuiting was neat. It went something like this: God is source and source is everything. Every being. Gaia is the connection of inanimate Earth paired with a “living tether (line)” if you will that makes Earth whole through inanimate and animate. Gaia is alive because I exist. Since God is everything, food is God aka plants are God. God is whole and pure. God created whole and pureness through plants aka Food. If we consume Real Food aka Real God then we’re more likely to be able to think, feel, be more clear and pure. Humans are flawed. They often feel separation from Me. Therefore, the things we create then have flaws as well. Even though we have created a “food” diet in which we are able to live on, humans experience many different pitfalls and thus self-create many different diseases because the humans that are creating are coming from a separated state of which they don’t understand (not for lack of trying, but because they haven’t reached that state of consciousness yet). So the “food” GMO’s, chemicals, mono-crops, soils, fertilizers, etc are the “unwhole” part of the equation. If we stick to real food, of which is pure source from Gaia then we will have much more clear thoughts, our bodies function more effectively, we have more energy, we look and feel better all around. In an attempt to make things “better” or control them or “be better than nature” we further the distance between life and Source. Eating real food is better for us because real food is God. We must nourish Ourselves with Food.

The final entry for October 20th 2017:

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I am filled with the most love I have ever had. I feel like the very top of my head, the area where a crown would sit upon, is buzzing and radiating throughout the entire top. My “heart” feels like it’s out of my body. My skin is tingling. I watched the end of Ken Wilber’s Individual and Social Holocaries and the very end he reads an excerpt from his book and I feel as if it came directly from me…. because naturally it did. It encompasses all of my feelings and truths and knowings. It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read. There is so much love radiating outward into ALL. God today may have been the best day of my entire life. I am immeasurably Infinitely grateful. I am in love. I am Love.

The entries you’ve read were for the day of October 20th. My experiences continued to happen the rest of the week in a similar capacity of Witnessing. Thank you for bearing with me through the unedited raw portion of my journals. They can be refined, but by unpacking everything and explaining it,  while not in that extreme state of Excitable Bliss, I would inevitably wind-up detracting from the rawness of my emotions.

Stay tuned for the following posts. They are much easier to follow along for those of you who have yet to witness Our state of Being. All of the experiences, and more, that I share are 100% available to each and every single one of you. You are completely and perfectly whole. You already have all the wisdom of the universe, because you ARE the universe. I am you and we are God.

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Artwork: Cameron Gray

With unconditional love and laughter,

 

Becoming Whole: Embracing Emotions, Masturbation and Sex

The true self has many depths and differing emotions of which are not only our gifts, but also a pathway of which to follow. These aspects of the self, when fully welcomed, have the combined ability to transform and awaken higher states of Consciousness. There is a major shift taking place. People are understanding the true meaning of Consciousness and the “miraculous” wisdom everyone already has within themselves.

Humans have emotions for very specific reasons. Many times we try and “hold ourselves together” by shutting down and stuffing our emotions so they “don’t interfere” with our daily lives. We believe that our feelings are a hindrance and thus must be kept at bay. When we ignore these precious teachers we further exacerbate our problems. We create more disharmony and chaos. These suppressed teachers begin to morph and reappear in extremely unhealthy ways. They surface in many forms, from physical pain to mental and psychological blocks as well as an unhealthy backlash of emotional health and well-being.

The escalation of emotions such as suffering, animosity and hatred are the augmented brothers of pain, frustration and anger that have morphed into unhealthy states of expression. When we leave ourselves out of touch, we create space for diseased (dis-ease) feelings to spread like wildfire and infect the whole. Humans fail time and again to recognize the monumental divorce from Self that inhibiting our emotions creates. Our emotions are to be used as paths or tools for us to deepen our understanding and wisdom. When we disconnect from these beautiful mentors, from the very essence of ourselves, we become wracked with stressful conflict which appears in all aspects of our lives.

To be whole one must acknowledge, accept, experience and grow with their emotions. When we inhibit the release of our feelings we unknowingly disassociate from ourselves. This suppression creates many problems and we become unable to identify with not only the true self, but also with others. By preventing the full expression of our true Self we stifle our growth as individuals and the growth of the whole, the collective community – consciousness. Emotions are the keystone of expanding into the true Self. When we fully allow ourselves to go into states of sadness and grief, frustration and anger, happiness and joy we allow the depth of love to take hold. Love then has the ability to transform and mold itself into pure creativity born in the heart of Love itself. To forbid ourselves the vibrant expression and release of emotions is to quell the grandeur of life itself.

Emotions are so much more than feelings. Emotions are vibrations. Vibrations are energy. Energy is the building block of everything in the universe. To be fully rounded means to have an awareness and understanding of the inherent elegance each emotional vibration creates -each emotional vibration YOU create. Understanding means that you allow yourself to fully FEEL what is actually taking place in the universe. To feel the vibrations of each specific emotional energy signature. When we intimately identify with our vibrational frequencies we are then able to comprehend the magnitude and reach our thoughts and feelings span.

To identify and have an understanding of others, means that we must be able to See and Feel reality from many different viewpoints. That is to say, we must acknowledge and give validation to the many different forms of reality people live in. We do not necessarily need to agree with these outlooks, but we must acknowledge their existence and that others truthfully believe in there logic (or lack thereof). In properly taking the stance of other, we must see contrasting perspectives as if they were indeed our own reality. Some realities hold more Truth than others, but we must not de-validate them. Everything has it’s specific purpose and space. We grow and evolve from experiences. The evolution of consciousness is the understanding and inclusion of all trains of thought which infinitely propels us deeper and further.

Emotions are fundamental in understanding the universality of All life. This means embracing ALL parts of the human – Mind, Body and Soul. These are not separate aspects of the Self, rather parts of the whole that cannot effectively function without one another. Emotions are the gateway to healing not only the psyche but also the body. Feel the totality and depth emotions bring. Embracing our emotions also means embracing the physical nature of ourselves. When we come from a loving and peaceful environment we are able to express a much deeper physical love. Love with the self – masturbation and love with your partner – sexual intercourse. It is important to experience the full and well-rounded loving sensations that physical love brings forth.

From an early age I was told masturbation was bad. I was taught that it was a sin and should be looked upon with great shame. This never stopped me, but it did create a false sense of guilt and embarrassment around the subject for the first 26 years of my life. I knew in my heart that this concept made absolutely no sense. How was it possible to engage in something so “holy” (sex) yet when you were alone (where you should be the most whole) you were made to feel self-pity and disappointment. Love is present in all dimensions. Love is meant to be experienced as an individual and as a couple. Yet, there have been entire generations taught that in the act of self-love you are disgracing yourself and generating shame. Unwise are those who teach against Love. It is extremely misguided to divorce love of yourself from feeling the purity and wholeness that true Love is capable of conveying. Just as emotions contain many different facets of wisdom, physical love does as well. When we allow ourselves to physically FEEL and experience Self Love we deepen our understanding and become more in tune with not only ourselves, but Love as a whole. We can then take that Self Love and share it with our partner to create an even more unified and infinite experience. Love is truly boundless.

Yet, the fundamental aspect of life – Love is viewed as taboo. When we are taught by a society and culture that physical love (love itself) is something to be shameful of, we create discord that manifests in unhealthy behaviors. These behaviors appear in forms of rampant disregard for the unity of sex in which people seek out as many partners as possible. People are recognized as status symbols. We feel unworthy of love. We view sex as something and someone to conquer. We disassociate and silence our emotions – emotions which are intrinsically woven into Sex aka Love. We learn to dislike and even hate our bodies- the very space in which we live.

Our views of sex and love have been so bastardized that we use physicality to sell products. This further fuels separation and isolation of the mind, body and spirit as well as the isolation from our fellow humans – humans which are also experiencing the infection of seclusion. Yet, that is the exact opposite of the core of the universe. Everything is connected. Everything is woven flawless together in harmony. Humans themselves are perfectly and boundlessly whole, yet we don’t teach that. From our broken analyzation of emotions to our disembodied stance of Love, we must rise through the fog of conditioned disorder if we want to FEEL the immaculate grandeur of the space we truly inhabit.

A well rounded individual recognizes the many different human aspects of oneself and uses them to create a marriage of feeling, understanding and wisdom. We were created with many wonderful aspects of ourselves so we could deepen our knowledge and awaken the consciousness within. Let the falsities dissolve so you can fully embrace the lovingly infinite Self. When we evolve past our fears, emotions and love deepen to an infinite depth. We are then able to use all of our experiences as a diving board into Truth – God Ourselves.

The following experience happened October 19th 2017. It was the beginning of another week-long state of absolute full-fledged amazingness. This is one of many examples of what we can witness if we fully embrace Ourselves.

 

ORGASM – October 19th 2017

An orgasm is a pure release of energy. A creation of beauty and love, meant to be felt – truly felt within every fiber of our being. Tonight, before I began masturbating, I wanted to meditate and see if I could experience the orgasm from a different perspective. I wanted to experience the state of pure ecstasy and interweave it with our innate Godhead Self. I wanted to feel the love and creation of energy in a different dimension – the pure dimension.

Immediately, upon having the desire of witnessing from Our Godhead view, I was taken “up.” Which isn’t particularly any specific direction, but rather a state of being while simultaneously experiencing the human physicality of Sara and manual stimulation. I began to See all of the emotions and feelings that were accompanied with Love. I can visually See emotions, which are vibrations, which is energy. I see energy and that inadvertently means I see emotions. The energy I See takes on the visuals of 3D shapes and designs full of the entire light and color spectrum. These are the most intricate and perfectly ornate geometric designs one could imagine. They are fractals of light. Fractals of love. The have no beginning nor end. They are constantly being created. They ebb and flow with infinite perfection.

The easiest way for me to describe what I was “looking at” aka witnessing, while I was Loving Myself, is for you to imagine a light bulb. Now cut a tiny hole in the bulb so you’re able to peer into it and see the inside of this larger than life dome. The dome seems to have no edges, it was infinitely “round” (without really being round). This bulb had the most incredible acoustics, of which transcends sound barriers and were able to be applied to “acoustical visual fields.” The inside of the “infinite lightbulb” was the most amazing color. It was the most vibrant purplie-neon-hot pink-fascia-hot purple-neon purple color. Needless to say, it was a REALLY BRIGHT “pinkish-purpleish.” The only other time I witnessed this hue was when I had my “pure witness of nothingness” experience.

There were no physical structures of form inside the “dome.” Only designs, which constantly changed and evolved in the most intricately complex way. These patterns helped create the “exterior” of the bulb. Now, imagine the old screen saver that computers used to have. The screen saver was a rotating design which ebbd and flowed and changed colors. Except these designs didn’t change color. The theme was my extra bright purplie color throughout. “I” was looking “upon” the “globe” and watching these intricate designs “come out of thin air.” They had a 3D or 4D structure. That is to say, they were not painted on the walls of the “globe” (for it had no walls to begin with) but they kind of manifested and the “walls of the globe” became the designs intertwined with one another. These designs of joy and love constantly created new complex patterns which came out of the first design. Constantly changing, expanding and creating themselves anew. They would fold on themselves and create multilayered designs. It was absolutely stunning!

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A few years ago, I watched a video showcasing Cymatics – which is wave phenomena where the vibrational frequency of sound creates modal vibrational images or designs. In the video, a metal plate is hooked up to an energy source. You sprinkle sand onto the surface and adjust the level of hertz being transferred by cable onto the metal plate. The higher the energy, the more complex designs each vibrational frequency creates. The sand then, depending on the vibrations of energetic frequencies turns into “perfect” images.

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The designs and patterns “inside” the infinite lightbulb globe were very similar to that images produced using a Cymascope (the device that captures sound/vibration images) except they were MUCH more complex. The patterns and designs I witnessed often arose in moving helix’s such as spirals and DNA strands. They generated emotions of love and joy which became manifest in visual form as designs. The further into my orgasm I got, the more complex the designs I was creating became. They ebbed and flowed with the same frequency of the beginning of Sara’s orgasm. They became more complex at the peak of each wave of bliss then subsided during the low point of the wave.

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Then, before climax…the easiest way to describe what I saw was a few days ago humans were able to witness and detect the energetic vibrations of two stars that collided in the universe over a 130 million light years ago. Before impacting with one another, they danced in an orbit moving faster and faster until their collision sent shock waves generating outward. My orgasm was visually similar. However, I wasn’t watching “stars” per-say. I was watching designs ebb and flow and visually get closer and closer to each other until they finally collided and created the most awesome display of pure color – Purplie-Pinksih color with even more intricate designs than were previously evolving and self creating. It was absolutely amazing. The waves of my physical body experiencing the pure pleasure and release of energy was as if the orgasm itself was a creation of energy. A direct vibration upshift like the two stars colliding and sending out their own unique brand of energy (which Earth was just able to witness a couple days ago). I laid there for a moment, reveling in the most simple and complex nature of what I had just created with my orgasm from a meditational visual witnessing perspective. I opened my eyes, exhaled rather deeply and had the most wonderful smile upon my face. I reached for my partner and with a giddy voice told him how that was the most spiritual experience of orgasm and creation I had ever had.

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I absolutely love this and what’s happening to me. The more we fully embrace our true Self the more Aware we become. It’s as if I’m unlocking/ really SEEING for the “first” time the beauty and intricacy of the creations that I very well AM creating by being human etc. The visuals remained after my orgasm but in a much more diminished quality of witnessing experience until I drifted off to sleep.

There are many ways and paths to expanding our consciousness. Embrace them all. Embrace yourself. There are no limits. We are capable of absolutely anything and everything. When the collective consciousness rises, Love leads the way. Everyone and Everything is love itself. I am You. We are God. You are Loved. You are Love.

This Orgasm of Love began a week long multi-dimensional state that had many AWESOME experiences. I’ll post these in the coming days.

With infinite love and laughter

Living In The Present

What does living in the present really entail?

Does it mean that we neglect the influence of past events? Perhaps it means that we strictly focus on the current affairs of our lives? Living in the present requires walking a very fine line. It means we acknowledge that our past molds us, but we must not let previous engagements interfere with our current state and obstruct us from achieving what is in front of us.

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The borders between the past, present, and future are tethered together. These so called time frames have a tremendous influence on one another and how we chose to live our current lives.

We are constantly shaped by not only the past, but also the future. It is easier to see how our history is intertwined with the present. We acknowledge that prior interactions have a direct impact on us and how we socialize with our peers. For example, an argument with a loved one may cause you to harbor ill feelings and suspend communication. Just as the past effects us, the future does as well. Take for instance the phrase, “The bark…” the following word changes how we view the sentences. It could read, “The bark of a dog,” just as it could read, “the bark of a tree.” What happens in the past and future effects how we live in the present.

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It is important to understand that the present involves each of these different time stages and in order to be in full attendance we must not forget that everything is interdependent with one another. Just as the food we eat now influences what we become later, and the items we consumed in the past have a direct correlation with how we appear now.

There is a distinct difference between conceding the events of the past and getting stuck in them. Many people live in the past. They focus on previous events and they allow those instances to control their lives and how they treat people. What we often forget is that people are constantly changing. You are a different person than you were a year ago, let alone five years. The experiences that happen in our past have the ability to change us and alter how we react in present day situations. We must be able to accept the past while also having the strength to forgive and move on.

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Often times we hear of people holding grudges or feuds. They allow past encounters to directly influence their emotions and how they presently interact with people. If we constantly focus on previous wrongdoings we deprive ourselves the wonderful gift of freedom. We instead become slaves to our own emotions. We become chained to the past and our ability to see clearly is obstructed. We must be willing to move on for the benefit of not only ourselves, but others as well.

Forgiveness does not mean that we forget what has happened. Forgiveness means that we no longer allow a particular altercation to influence our present state. It means accepting what has happened and permitting ourselves to move forward. When we genuinely forgive someone we gain back control that had been lost due to malicious thoughts and resentments.

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Just as living in the past has downfalls, so does living in the future. If we constantly worry about something that may or may not happen we rob ourselves of the beauty that exists here and now. We must let go of the false sense of authority we feel we hold over nature.

There is very little we have control over. Why do we devote so much energy to living in other time frames? We exist in this very second. We are not guaranteed anything. We have the ability to control our attitude and outlook. So let us focus our attention on being attentive to the needs that present themselves now.

I challenge you to be the master of your attitude. You have the ability to overcome far more than you realize. I encourage you to forgive someone who has caused pain and hurt. Forgiveness does not mean that you forget; but rather that you allow yourself to move on. Grant yourself permission to experience your emotions, accept what has happened, then agree to move on. Do not let prior events control your outlook on life.

Look for the beauty in every day. Channel your energy into experiencing your life now. We only have this very moment, so do not focus on what has happened or what could happen. Focus your attention on what is happening.

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I challenge you to accept people for who they are, not for who they have been. I urge you to experience your emotions; they exist for a reason. Allow yourself to cry, laugh, smile, and scream. It’s when we detain ourselves from truly feeling, that we run into complications. Being healthy means not only maintaining your physical appearance, but also your mental and spiritual health as well. We must be present to the whole of our bodies rather than one singular facet.

I encourage you to live in the present. I encourage you to smile and be grateful you are alive. I encourage you to live free.